At this point in life, I am not quite sure where my life is going. In fact, I am afraid it may leave me stunted.  It’s a terrifying thought. I just graduated top of my class with excellent grades and yet the future seems scary. Well, I pray it gets better. Being busy each day helps me feel complete and the idea of not having what to do in the long run scares me so much. I don’t want to seat home, I want to wake up early each morning and go to something for people, something for myself.

It’s been a long journey of contemplation. The fear comes at every level of growth. What if…..becomes your daily bread.

At this point, there’s no one to blame. And that becomes a complication because it all falls on you. I promised myself that I won’t allow myself to be depressed and yet I fear I may become depressed. Why? Because the future looks foggy. One moment I think I have it and another it feels like it is slipping away.

I want to be useful. I want to be helpful and want to be needed. If I stay home I will be limited. I don’t want to stay at home.

Be hopeful.  Life is what you make,  it so they say. Is it really though? Is it not what God makes it …what he desires it to be?

I should wait on him but the fear of uncertainty overwhelms me.

Leah Grace Oketcho, is a highly talented Communication specialist, gifted in leadership with over 3 years of leadership and management experience at different levels. She is a team player and has demonstrated ability in mobilizing and organizing others to achieve desired goals. Oketcho is well vast in the art of creating alternatives for ways to get results. She has over the years grown in the art of corporate communications and also participated in the development of performance management materials for various professional institutions. Leah received training in research, scripting, international relations, and data analysis as well as public relations. She is passionate about solving public health related problems. She has offered training to youth in oral and written communication, people management and mentoring, editing and documentation skills, public speaking.


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